People arrive and people depart...

I dare not to say that today is a bad day. But something touched me today. Human feelings are unpredictable. They say that they are strong, they never cried or over exaggerate. But end up, there's always something that will move their hearts. Even the most evil person in this world have a weak point that can make them change...




People arrive in our lives with a brand new feeling. Some may have fear, some maybe shy. This is what happens when you just arrived to a brand new place. You will feel a little uncomfortable. Sometimes you may hid it by acting strong and stern. But sooner or later, someone will crack that shell of yours. You will find yourself crying, or smiling when you leave. Those who really loved you normally will bid farewell in a very touching way. Singing songs, giving presents, hugging, sharing the times you had, etc. I don't mean that you must do that if you love that person, but most people will do it that way.




But why don't try to think in a different perspective. What if, they send you off happily.. Leaving you with smiles of joy. They do share and hug you, but no matter what, they don't want you to have tears. They want you to remember them in a great way. Which is more likely to leave a deeper memory to you? Which way do you prefer?




Feelings and emotions are humans most special instinct. Thus, humans, homosapiens, are the most amazing creatures in the world. Feelings and emotions are also affects human to remember something. It stays there as a memory, some are permanent, some may slowly be forgotten. The strongest emotions are sadness, joy and anger. These are the emotions that leave a deep impression towards a memory. It makes you hate or love someone. So those who are very emotional tend to be broken down by emotions. But some, stand strong and their life goes on...




Most people who depart aren't hoping much from you. All they want is to see you continue to fight for the better and not bury your sad with all those emotions and memories. The world continues to spin even though you hope it would stop. That's why they don't want you to blame yourself for everything you did, and they want you to live on as they are going to. That's why, some farewells are joyful and unforgettable.. I would like a joyful farewell, but sometimes you just can't hide your emotions. Don't force yourself to make it touching, bid farewell sincerely with all your heart is what people really want. No matter what it is, just do it with all your heart.. ^^


By, The Lonely Espada...



P.S.

4 Science 1, you might hate reading this blog, but this is just what I want to say about the farewell. I know you all are sincere and you all really do touch me even though I am not from your class. Your love to the teachers is really amazing, I really admired that. But just want to say, go on guys. Like the teachers said, you all are very good, you all did your best, don't blame yourself and feel sorry for yourself. Live on successfully is what the teachers want you guys to do. My best regards to you all.. Fingers crossed.. XX

The long run of a lonely life...

"Cause you have a bad day, you're taking one down, you sing a sad song just to turn it around...". This keeps humming in my brain for this whole day.. I almost forgot of this ludicrous blog I created some years ago... I never remembered it till now...

Talking about a lonely life.. I remembered the song I just downloaded called Stuck In The Middle by Mika... It kinda sings out my feelings and I just absorb the lyrics as if it really is about me... When life's miserable, you may try to express it. I am stuck in the middle of the absence of true friends and soul mates... I really am... When will it be the time where I could add :" Till Now.." or "yet.." at the back of this sentence? People say we should build bonds and stronger friendships in life.. Chinese say "Having one more friend is better than having one more enemy." This is undeniable, but is it that easy to have true friends?

Have ever felt so lonely that, in school, you feel as joyful as a young kid going to a circus, but when you got home, every drops of joy have left.. Leaving you to face the twilight..? It is easy to cover up, but as time goes by, these feelings will come back and haunt you like a horror movie you watched... It keeps reminding you, throbbing you, till you really want to scream or cry... Tears dripped and voices are out but no one seems to be listening... Leona Lewis have a song called Better In Time. Yes, somethings really do get better in time, but are you sure it will go away forever? Are you sure you will never forget what you are going through?

That's all I have to say. I hope this simple blog can express my feelings. Ponder about it.. For what I say is sincere from my heart...

Written by Despereaux, The Lonely Espada AKA Joseph Lai...