The long run of a lonely life...

"Cause you have a bad day, you're taking one down, you sing a sad song just to turn it around...". This keeps humming in my brain for this whole day.. I almost forgot of this ludicrous blog I created some years ago... I never remembered it till now...

Talking about a lonely life.. I remembered the song I just downloaded called Stuck In The Middle by Mika... It kinda sings out my feelings and I just absorb the lyrics as if it really is about me... When life's miserable, you may try to express it. I am stuck in the middle of the absence of true friends and soul mates... I really am... When will it be the time where I could add :" Till Now.." or "yet.." at the back of this sentence? People say we should build bonds and stronger friendships in life.. Chinese say "Having one more friend is better than having one more enemy." This is undeniable, but is it that easy to have true friends?

Have ever felt so lonely that, in school, you feel as joyful as a young kid going to a circus, but when you got home, every drops of joy have left.. Leaving you to face the twilight..? It is easy to cover up, but as time goes by, these feelings will come back and haunt you like a horror movie you watched... It keeps reminding you, throbbing you, till you really want to scream or cry... Tears dripped and voices are out but no one seems to be listening... Leona Lewis have a song called Better In Time. Yes, somethings really do get better in time, but are you sure it will go away forever? Are you sure you will never forget what you are going through?

That's all I have to say. I hope this simple blog can express my feelings. Ponder about it.. For what I say is sincere from my heart...

Written by Despereaux, The Lonely Espada AKA Joseph Lai...